I just had a dream that I was in a restaurant talking to a friend, and she was telling me how my ex went to Canada and was fooling around with nine different guys. She counted each one on her fingers, just to emphasize. I was very distraught and started to ramble on about what happened in the past and how she was never like that so she must either be making up for lost time during the time she 'missed out' when she was with me, or she was just being a hypocrit when she said she was not the type to just 'give herself away' to anyone.

What perfect timing.

Happy Valentines's Day.

The new year is over for the second time this year. Apart from the temperature and sun setting, nothing has changed. It's like all the things that I had celebrated with the coming of the western new year has been done. The eastern new year doesn't have as much significance, with the accepting of all the 'lai see' as the only exception. Maybe nobody wants to tell me what to do, nobody wants to force me to celebrate the chinese new year, and it is up to me to find out and make it important for myself. I feel like I missed out somewhere and lose a bit of my culture to the America's melting pot every year.